what do you want from me ,life~

Hi~my cutie, my sweet heart~it has been a long time since I last dropped by. Every time I concentrated on this blog and determined to give a preachment here, I got interrupted by sudden appearance of affairs. Well, it is all excuses, right? OK.OK, I will speak out the full~The reason I did not come here often is because I am fucking lazy and tired. Anyway, here I am. I just want to straighten out my thoughts, and tell you something secret.
things got pretty intense here you know? On the surface, I am cool and silent~it seems like I face all the challenges with a light heart. That is not because I am calm and visionary. It is because i know the importance of being nonchalant. Right now, I am a little bit overburdening. I do not know the priorities of so many emerging trifles.I understand you should always keep informed and alert to key information related. I know that you should assign your time reasonably and update progress in accordance to the timeline. I am a sensible girl. And it is the fact that a reasonable man will adapt to the world ,and a unreasonable man will only try to break the rules. I feel a little bit alone, you know that? I need to give a full vent to my sadness and sorrow and anxiety.

Too much about me, let us talk about you~ you know what? You are the cutest ever,haha~ My affection for you never changed. More accurately, I appreciate the time when you are alive on the stage. That is my source of happiness. This perio
d of time will stuck into my memory for eternity. Since history will never repeat itself, I will cherish it like pearl and write it in my life memorandum. I will be grateful to you my entire life. Thank you always&4ever.

About who she is

Dear baby,I am finally free from cpa examination.Such a relief (sounds like I have put a lot of effort to do it,haha) so sorry about not writing blogs often,and this place seems like a barren planet hostile to memoirs.Anyway,I just want to tell you that I feel weird today.And the "chief culprit" is you,right! haha. Because you have said a lot of telltale words which is associated with your lapsed emotional life.I started to question my judgement about your current girlfriend.well,As contemplative as I used to be (haha),I have assembled pretty convincing evidences which indicated you are in love with H(code),BUT,the magazines where you were interviewed said you did not end up with that girl with  whom you climbed Nan Mountains and had hot coco&marshmallows. You said in the journal that you had huge crush on her and she did not know that.Well,unrequited love is the most touching and aggrieved affection in the world .I take pity on you like always,and you know,I decided to respect every single decision you made in the past or you will make in the future.Because you are the one I care about most and I won't get lost in bg make-believe fantacy anymore.I will not twitter some flattering words against my will just to make friends in virtual network world. So ,do not worry,I am the last one to leave in your fandom,maybe,the only one who do not leave.good night,my boy

Progress Together

It has been a while since I last wrote blogs.Recently,overwhelmed by CPA test material,I hardly free up time and space to focus on you.But,less words doesn't mean less love,on the contrary,it means more thoughts and prays.Dear khun,you are occupied by Chineses drama shooting.And I know you are getting along so well with other talents and staff,which really released me from anxiety.I care about you,miss you,and worry about you every day,every single moment.Your news and fan-cam seems a mind-of-peace component in my daily life.Sometimes,I want to just drop off everything,pack my suitcase,and rush out to see you in Xiamen,but many trifles and duty keep me back in real life.missing you is like poison,or more like weed,crystal meth.It makes me addictive and lost.People say,the feeble-minded are first to sink in the fallen world,but I don't believe that.Because love is also a powerful motor.I build on the affection for you,and to be perfected,which will be close to you.It is a virtuous and positive circle.Remember,when you get better,the people and things around you will get better too.So let's overcome obstacles and progress together.Love you,my angel-Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul.

firstsite 2012

I will never forget the date 20122,7,24.It was just like a big bomb that smashed all my cozy fragments of life.The little poor guy,you,hit somebody when you were alleged drunk while driving a car.I read the news though weibo next morning because the accident happened before dawn.At that moment,I was shocked,grieved and bewildered.The jyp entertainment did not protect you and thus all the blame and disappointment flushed right toward to you out of blue. Ｉam just a fan,just a normal fan.I can't help even a little bit.So,I waited.I prayed for you every single day that you would tough it out safely.In the next few  months,I did't hear anything about you except that you were still in South Korea.I missed you,of course I missed you.But it was not like"some idol had not shown on TV,and I cherished the memories when he decorated my leisure time".It seemed like I can't eat,I can't drink,and I even forgot what happiness was.When you disappeared,you took my heart with you.And a turn in the course arose that you would come back in 2012,11,17,Shanghai concert.I was like "WOW，really? Oh my dear Lord!!".You have no idea how excited I was when I met you that day.After all that you had been through,you looked more mature and grown.You had stared schedules since then---The  2PM Asian tour.Things seemed rebounding as normal,at least on the surface.Baby,everything gonna be alright!!! From then on,I promised to myself that I gonna live long long enough to watch your bobbing up like a cork.

My Baby

Renascence

Don't hide,run,You'll make it to tomorrow!!!
Ignore those hostile remarks,work hard,and welcome the next prime of your career!!!

15일 방송된 MBC '황금어장-라디오스타'에 출연한 닉쿤은 "왜 음주운전을 했냐"는 MC들의 질문에 "회식자리 분위기를 깰 까봐 바보처럼 혼자 나갔다"며 "피곤해서 집에 가려고 했다"고 말했다.

팀 동료인 준케이는 "앨범 준비 중이었는데 음주운전 때문에 계획이 어그러졌다. 하지만 닉쿤이 너무 힘들어해 비난도 못했다"고 털어놨다. 닉쿤은 "회사에서는 나 빼고 5인조로 활동하라고 했는데 멤버들이 의리를 지켜줬다"며 고마워했다.

이어 닉쿤은 "죄송하다. 앞으론 이런 일 없도록 하겠다"고 반성의 메시지를 전했다.Cr:Sportsseoul

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