About who she is

Dear baby,I am finally free from cpa examination.Such a relief (sounds like I have put a lot of effort to do it,haha) so sorry about not writing blogs often,and this place seems like a barren planet hostile to memoirs.Anyway,I just want to tell you that I feel weird today.And the "chief culprit" is you,right! haha. Because you have said a lot of telltale words which is associated with your lapsed emotional life.I started to question my judgement about your current girlfriend.well,As contemplative as I used to be (haha),I have assembled pretty convincing evidences which indicated you are in love with H(code),BUT,the magazines where you were interviewed said you did not end up with that girl with  whom you climbed Nan Mountains and had hot coco&marshmallows. You said in the journal that you had huge crush on her and she did not know that.Well,unrequited love is the most touching and aggrieved affection in the world .I take pity on you like always,and you know,I decided to respect every single decision you made in the past or you will make in the future.Because you are the one I care about most and I won't get lost in bg make-believe fantacy anymore.I will not twitter some flattering words against my will just to make friends in virtual network world. So ,do not worry,I am the last one to leave in your fandom,maybe,the only one who do not leave.good night,my boy