firstsite 2012

I will never forget the date 20122,7,24.It was just like a big bomb that smashed all my cozy fragments of life.The little poor guy,you,hit somebody when you were alleged drunk while driving a car.I read the news though weibo next morning because the accident happened before dawn.At that moment,I was shocked,grieved and bewildered.The jyp entertainment did not protect you and thus all the blame and disappointment flushed right toward to you out of blue. Ｉam just a fan,just a normal fan.I can't help even a little bit.So,I waited.I prayed for you every single day that you would tough it out safely.In the next few  months,I did't hear anything about you except that you were still in South Korea.I missed you,of course I missed you.But it was not like"some idol had not shown on TV,and I cherished the memories when he decorated my leisure time".It seemed like I can't eat,I can't drink,and I even forgot what happiness was.When you disappeared,you took my heart with you.And a turn in the course arose that you would come back in 2012,11,17,Shanghai concert.I was like "WOW，really? Oh my dear Lord!!".You have no idea how excited I was when I met you that day.After all that you had been through,you looked more mature and grown.You had stared schedules since then---The  2PM Asian tour.Things seemed rebounding as normal,at least on the surface.Baby,everything gonna be alright!!! From then on,I promised to myself that I gonna live long long enough to watch your bobbing up like a cork.